Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Incomplete :(


People see me as a happy person. Maybe because the way I laugh like there is no tomorrow or the way I crack a joke and make them happy. But what they did not know is how much I want to feel the real happiness that I’m longing for a long time.:( I feel so wasted and empty. It feels like I don’t have the chance to be happy.I’m surrounded of people who is happily married, people who already found their special someone and its not that easy coz I really feel sorry for myself. :((
Some of them keep on telling me that “Its OK,you’re still young and who knows one day you’ll find the one for you”.Its easy for them to say that coz they were not under my shoe and its hard for me to accept that out of a million people here on earth-I’m still single. I’m still hoping that one day when I wake up Ill find my ONE GREAT LOVE.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

PYM Rocks!

I grew up being part of an organization in a church. I’ve learned a lot since I became part of a youth organization in Our Lady of Grace Parish in Caloocan. It was called Parish Youth Ministry or PYM for short. :) I joined PYM when I was in high school and it really changed the whole me. I met new friends that became a precious gem for me. No one can replace them in my heart and a part of me won’t be complete without them and our memories together. After not seeing each other for 5 years, I planned a mini reunion and contacted them if they willing to have to. From the date, place, who’ll be joining and their schedule up to the last minute of changing of time. Finally, the most awaited day came! Yey!.
July 30, 2011 @ Giligan’s Trinoma
 The whole gang. L-R. Jeylyn, Anton,Shem,Alpha,Rolly,Ehds,Shy,Me,Alyona,Ahnie,Marie and Rocky
Some of them told me that they’re coming unfortunately they didn’t come. :( The call time was 7 pm as I instructed but I’m LATE! Sori naman nagkulot pa eh. lolz I made a reservation but then, we still waited for almost an hours. Gawd! So, your lola here as the organizer were very STRESS at that moment. Finally after 10 jurassic years, nakapasok na din kami and started to have our orders. We are all hungry that time and we’re still waiting for Marie and Alvin. When they arrived, Kuya Rocky lead the prayer before meal. :)) How religious we are right?
Teacher Rocky.—Gutom na yan kaya ganyan na itsura nya. hehe
After we ATE. Hindi halatang gutom sila. haha
While we’re still waiting to have a place outside to start our night, nagkatuwaan kaming magkaroon ng attendance like what we always did during our meetings before. Si Ate Shy ang pasimuno. haha Here’s the evidence:
See?? How organize we are? lolz
Jeylyn and Anton ordered for a cocktail.
Weng-Weng Cocktails in Carafe with Jeylyn’s peace!
Shem’s and Alpha’s bottoms up! ^.^
Ate Ehdz and Kuya Rolly’s couples shot! <3
Kuya Rocky took the photos.
And finally after the long wait, we went outside to start the night!
Shem,Shy,Me and Alyona
Blurd shot. :((
Nexttime, BAWAL yung kagaya niya ha? haha Star of the Night!
Margarita Shot :)
Since there’s a band that night, they’re inviting the audience to jam with them and of course, papatalo ba kami? Syempre hindi! Talented yata ang PYM. Teacher Rocky rocks the stage of Giligan’s! He sang, I’ll be over you. :)
Damang Dama nya ang kanyang pag-awit.hihihi
We’re so proud of Teacher Rocky! Clap! Clap! Clap!
Take a look at some of our photos:
My mortal enemy that night. hahahaha
Hindi naman akong masaya dito? Hmm. Sino kaya katext ko? yay!
Natapos ang gabing iyon ng puno ng tawanan, asaran, biruan, kantahan, kwentuhan at isang gabing punong puno ng mga masasarap na alaala.Our group pics bago kami maghiwa-hiwalay muli.
Wacky shot!
See those happy faces? :))
Thank you so much guys! You rock! :)) See you soon!

Saturday, July 30, 2011

My B.K. Expeience!! (Bagyong Kabayan)

July 29, 2011.
After how many months not seeing each other finally we’re back in our Friday habit.Since it’s friday, Me and Kat decided to go in our best friend’s house to sleep over. I waited for Kat and we ate first before heading off to our bff. I know that there’s a typhoon, but I didn’t expect what happened to us before we reached the house. Kat bought slippers with no reason, we just passed by in a slipper shop. (yaman di ba?) haha When we go outside the mall, a heavy rain welcome us! I’m still in doubt to bought slippers cause I just bought recently a slippers during Typhoon Juaning hahaha :-) But when I saw the road, my gawd! there’s a flood! I was forced to bought slippers since we don’t have a choice but to make lusong sa baha haha.Nakakaloka ang matinding alon ng baha, kinabog ang waves ng CAMSUR! haha When it’s about time to ride a jeepney,tinangay yung bagong biling tsinelas ni Kat hahahaha hindi maubos ang tawa ko! lolz.Know what she did? Tinawag nya yung mga barker to look for her another pair of slipper at binayaran nya! Here’s some of our photos when we got home! Yay! Our BAGYONG KABAYAN Experience!
I looked haggardo versoza! haha
basang basang pantalon
Kat. O diba, lumusong na sa baha red pa din ang lips haha
mga basang sisiw. haha :)))
nag mukhang basura ang doll shoes ko! Fudge!
END OF SHARING MY EXPERIENCE! Can’t forget this day! Off to bed! :) 

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

One GREAT LOVE.

I’d love to hear different love stories and I do also believe that each stories are unique. One lazy afternoon while surfing the net and looking for a love story, I stumbled with a new,heart-breaking and great love story. It was KATIE KIRKPATRICK’s wedding story. Don’t forget to ready your handkerchief before you read this.
Katie Kirkpatrick’s story is a powerful reminder that we can still find joy in the midst of suffering tragedy by focusing on and celebrating the present moment.
On Valentine’s Day, 2002, Katie Kirkpatrick, then a freshman at Rochester College (a small Christian college in Rochester Hills, Michigan), was diagnosed with a malignant brain tumor. Undaunted, Katie strove to keep up with her studies, but she suffered another setback in 2003 when she was diagnosed with an inoperable lung tumor wrapped around her pulmonary artery. Nonetheless, in 2004 the resilient Katie took part in champion cyclist Lance Armstrong’sRide for the Roses cancer fundraiser.
On January 15, 2005, twenty-one-year-old Katie—the girl “with a contagious smile and unrelenting optimism” who had been battling cancer for three years—married twenty-three-year-old Lapeer County sheriff’s deputy Nick Goodwin, her high school sweetheart and the love of her life, at Church of Christ in Hazel Park, Michigan.
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Katie Kirkpatrick and her fiance, Nick, rest prior to their wedding. Katie has terminal cancer and spends hours in chemotherapy. Here Nick waits while she finishes one of the sessions.
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Even in pain and dealing with her organs shutting down, with the help of morphine, Katie took care of every single wedding plan. Her dress had to be adjusted several times due to her constant weight loss.

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An expected guest was her oxygen tank. Katie had to use it during the ceremony and reception. Katie’s parents look on.
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Katie, in a wheelchair, listening to her husband and friends serenading her
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In the middle of the party Katie had to rest for a bit and catch her breath. The pain doesn’t allow her to stand for long periods of time.
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Katie passed away just five days after her wedding at the McLaren Regional Medical Center in Flint, Michigan
Nick said of the wedding and Katie’s passing:
It was wonderful. It was a dream come true. She was the most beautiful angel ever—just caring and selfless, and such an inspiration to everyone. She was always smiling no matter what happened, no matter what news she got. She was as close to perfect as they come.




——-> I can’t stop my tears the very first time I read their love story. I read this with mixed emotions of joy and sadness.  Joy because despite of knowing that soon she’ll die she has the courage to live a normal and happy life. Sad because she’s too young to suffer from this sickness and I know she has lot of things to do if she’d given a chance to live a long life. :( Love is not selfish. That’s how they show their love to each other despite of knowing that they won’t be together for so long. How I wish there’s a lot of Nick in this world and Katie as well. I salute and admired them both! May she rest in peace. :))

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

I miss being a student :(

When I’m still a student, I really want to graduate so that I can go to work and earn money on my own. I’ve been working for almost 1 and half year and have my own money. But then, once in a while every time I saw a group of students, I suddenly miss the good old times when I’m also like them. I can see students everywhere. When I’m riding a bus and some of them fell asleep (even if they’re standing), reading books and I think they’re also memorizing some stuffs. I miss buying school supplies during new school year or semester and of course who’ll not gonna miss the long lines during enrollment right? Unless you were studying in a exclusive school but in my case I studied in a government school so expect a big numbers of enrollees every semester. Here are some of the good old days photos during my college days.



Teacher’s day!
while our Prof. was teaching haha
Finals in our Personality Development subject at Max’s restaurant
Enchanted Kingdom and Tagaytay Trip!
…Graduation Day!! woot woot!
with our favorite Prof. Deane (at my left side)
tadahhh! My ultimate college crush! Basketball varsity! Kenneth Reyes! woot woot!
And while I’m looking for the other photos that I posted in Friendster, I found out that they reformat their site so all of my photos and notes and other stuff were gone! Fudge! I don’t have any copy of some of them! :(((

Friday, June 24, 2011

Things I've memorized when I'm riding a bus

I'm living in Bulacan while I'm working in Quezon City and I go home everyday riding a provincial bus. For the past one year that I've been doing this routine Bulacan-Q.C. and vice versa I've already memorized the spiel of the vendors when they were inside the bus selling their products. Here are some of those spiel:




  1. Ah tubig, tubig mam/sir 10 pesos lang malamig nagyeyelo (and when you buy it they'll give you a bottle of ice not water and it's annoying)
  2. Munchkins po mam, bili na kayo ng may makain sa byahe 
  3. mane, mane, mane (that's how they pronounce it) bili na kayong mane mainit pa bagong luto malutong (I bought it once 'coz of the aroma that will cause you to crave unfortunately I was a bit disappointed because they'd mixed it with luma at makunat)
Those are some of their spiel and sometimes it's really annoying but once in a while they've made smile. :-)
It's part of being a Filipino, you'll do everything just to earned money and I salute them. :)))

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

When the PRINCESS met her PRINCE

Last May 14,2011 I went to Tagaytay for a wedding since I’m part of the Redawn Events, a wedding planner/coordinator. I’m so excited that day because another wedding for the team and another love and inspiring story.
The bride  checked-in at Taal Vista Hotel for the preparation together with her family and some of the entourage. While the groom was in Villa De Oro where the reception was held. I’m the bride assistant that day so I had all the chance to interact with the couple.
During the program at the reception, I found out the story behind on how the couple met and started their love story and it surprised me a lot.Are you excited to know it? Ok here we go!
The bride is working in Makati med where in the groom is working in Australia a a Mechanical Engr. His cousin who also work in Makati med was the reason how their love story began.One day, the groom’s cousin told the bride and three other girls that they’ll be having a lunch date without even knowing that they’ll be dating with one man and it was the groom.During the date and to cut the long story short, when the groom looked at the bride he suddenly felt the magic and said “she’s the one”. After some courting, the bride gave her yes to him and 1 month passed by and the bride got a wedding proposal and without any hesitation she said yes <3.
While we were at the holding room waiting for the program to start, the bride told me that the groom promised that he’ll be back to marry her but the bride was in doubt if the groom will make his promise. The groom said to her  O di ba bumalik ako?” with a sweet smile on his lips *so sweet). Long distance relationship is not that easy especially when you’re just starting to build and grow your love story but they made it! :) To tell you guys the truth I was surprised when I heard that story but what is more surprising is when the Matron of Honor who also the bride’s sister gave them a message and divulge something about the bride.
During their photo shoot 
The groom was her first boyfriend at the age of 28. Tear fell when the matron of honor told this as part of her message. According to her, when her ate(bride) introduced the groom in their family she knew that her ate really loved the guy because this is the first time she bring a guy in their house. (All the people in the crowd we’re crying including me coz of the story and it gave us somehow a “kilig” factor.) They were so thankful that finally her ate saw already his “Sweet Prince”. The bride’s pet name was PRINCESS and they called each other sweet” that’s why his name in her phonebook was “sweet prince” . They were really in love, the way they talked to each other, the way the groom hold and kiss his bride like there’s no tomorrow you can feel that love is in the air.
Such an inspiring love story to share. Sometimes, our basis on loving the person or to tell ourselves that we love them is on how long you’ve known each other. But this story proved that we’re wrong. Once you feel the magic, grab it and don’t let the chance passed  by, coz who know’s maybe his/her the prince/princess that will complete the missing part of you. I want to share with you one of my favorite song title “Love moves in mysterious way” Yes it is!
Me with the Couple

This story inspired me not to loose hope and once more to believe that love is still existing! Happy reading! Till next time!
Much Love,
Jian <3

Sunday, June 19, 2011

God's Greatest Gift

  I am so blessed for having my Mom in my life as well as my siblings. She is my lucky charm and precious gem as well.  
            Being a mother is the toughest job in this world. No day off, no overtime pay and most especially no retirement. From the day that they carry us on their womb, for an hour to a day in labor room and a breath taking moment when we finally born. I'st just the start of those sacrifices they have encountered since they began to be a mother. As we grow older, she is always there to support and guide us in every decision that we make.
            My mom is my life. No one can replace her in my heart no matter what happen. I still remember when I was a little girl, they keep on telling me “Oh you really look like your mom”. Then one day, back in my teenage days, others will ask if she is my sister and I cannot help myself but to laugh without answering them. Hahaha She’s a good provider too. She makes sure that she can give us what we want as long as she can. My mom is always there for us to support us in our chosen path. She raised us on her own. Never in my life that I heard, my mom telling us the she is tired and wants to quit instead she decided to go to other country to give us a better life. But sometimes we do have misunderstandings and I know she was hurt with those word’s I've said but still she always forgive me no matter what mistakes I did and keep on telling me “alam mo jian, mas mahal kita kesa sa mga kapatid mo”. I feel so guilty every time I remembered those days that I have been selfish and sarcastic to her.
            Mom, I just want to say thank you for being a good mother to us in your own way. I feel so sorry for not being a good daughter to you. However, you will always be number one in my heart. I love you and I miss you!

Friday, June 17, 2011

I Love Weddings!

As I grew up and see the real world especially the idea of getting married and having your own family gave me an idea not to get married. Yes, you read it right. Before, I don’t believe in marriage for one reason. Why spending thousands of money for your dream wedding where in the end you’ll end up separated. That’s how I see marriage before, but then one day I changed my mind and here’s the story behind it.

One day a good friend of mine asked me if it’s okay to substitute her as a wedding coordinator because she has an appointment that time. At first, I’m in doubt if I can make it since it’s my first time to have a wedding event. After a long conversation, finally I said yes. I don’t have any idea what does a wedding coordinator all about until that day came. I’m so excited since it’s my first wedding event. They taught me everything that I need to do and what else do I need to learn. Actually it’s kinda easy at the same time complicated because we want to give the client the best wedding they’re dreaming of. It’s not the first and last wedding I’ve been to, ‘cause after that, the REDAWN EVENTS team, trusted me and included me as part of their team. I’ve been to different weddings like Catholic, Iglesia ni Cristo and Christian weddings and learned different wedding ceremony. It inspired me a lot and somehow helped me to change my mind about the wrong idea of getting married. Starting that day, I’m dreaming of having my own wedding.

Every girls want to see their selves walking on aisle while playing their wedding song,wearing a wedding gown and holding a bouquet  of fresh flowers while saying “ I DO” in front of the man of their dreams. Even though I am not yet married, I can almost tell how does it feels likes as I’ve seen to some of our bride while preparing for the big day of their life. Some of them woke up early ‘cause of excitement, while others got so nervous when the wedding ceremony is about to begin. In short, it was a mixed emotion. J If you can see the happiness in their eyes, the smiles on their face probably you don’t need to be a bride for you to understand how does it feels.

All I can say is no matter how simple or elegant the wedding is, it is unique on their own way and the love story behind it. ♥
I love being wedding coordinator. It’s not the compensation I received; it’s more on the experience. It’s all PRICELESS. The entire effort is worthy. No matter how tiring it is, no matter how far the venue as long as you have the passion and you really loves what you are doing for sure you’ll succeed. J At the end of the day, you’ll find the great happiness in your heart and a very fulfilling moment in your life.♥♥♥
As of now, I already have my dream wedding and it was all set in my mind. All I have to do is to look for a GROOM. Hahahaha I know he’s on his way already. Lolz


Much love,
Jian ♥♥♥